First time
In popular books about pregnant women and for pregnant women it is spoken: besides pregnancy in itself - new and unique experience (with what it is difficult to disagree), many during pregnancy also have time to master something absolutely new to itself: study to float, visiting pool, prepare divine souffles, sitting at home in expectation of the husband, any more not speaking about an embroidery a dagger and lists on silk. Looking back at eight with a tail of the flown by months, I am surprised the feebleness, apparently, unique have not taken advantage of this time with advantage.
I have not learnt to float, because for a long time already I have to keep on water; I have not studied any recipe of a souffle or mousse as all pregnancy more than frostily I concern all kinds of crude and ready products, and also to their smells; to be engaged in embroidery by a dagger or on the requirement machine too somehow it was not observed. The fourth month regularly visiting swimming for pregnant women, and, jumping up alternately on the left and right foot on pool under commands trenershi, I understand, that for the first time in an adult life spodviglas on regular playing sports. Having visited six of eight employment of a course of yoga for pregnant women, I decide to recognise these employment too almost regular. To the big surprise I notice, that I do not aspire to hide at all the interesting position, getting on shapeless loose overalls. In a fitting room to a booth of department of clothes for pregnant women I look at myself in a mirror and for the first time it is absolutely happy with the figure. It is not necessary to involve a stomach any more or to complain of unprofitable illumination, now a stomach it is exposed with pride and for show. Sometimes I try even to stick out it more feasibly. Of breast volume also to complain not to have. In the beginning pregnancy for the first time I venture to visit the cosmetician, to do procedures on care of a body. Earlier all time deliberated if to dare at something such for all body, to take off pants or not to remove? Suddenly, if I will remove, and it is unnecessary, I will look strange, or on the contrary I will not remove, and this gesture in a moment I will find out all the zakompleksovannost; so care of a body also did not reach. Having learnt, that the skin of pregnant women requires good additional leaving, I speak to itself: « Now or never », and for the first time I visit mud and other obertyvanija for all body. Very quite good procedure, it is absolutely unessential to wait for the first pregnancy that on it to get. In the catalogue for pregnant women I see an interesting set from plaster tapes and paints, it is possible to leave the painted mould of the pregnant stomach in eternity. The idea is interesting, but all this plaster very much reminds the Soviet fracture clinic, and to plaster the stomach I morally is not ready, besides for certain in a consequence the place to this large work of art will be found only in a dark corner of a cellar. We will go another by, for eternity I wish to have some good professional photos. I consider sites of different photographers and I deliberate, to whom to entrust the stomach and the purse, I am so absorbed by pregnancy process what not to have beautiful pregnant photos it seems much more tragically, than not to have, for example, wedding photos. The choice is made. I for the first time at photosession, trusting the photographer something bolshee than to make a photo on the passport. The Photo-shuting it is made, the truth, professionalism and beauty of photos do not hold out to standards of the big expectations a little. Several days ago I send the first sms in German, to send sms problems is not present, it is done regularly by any schoolboy, it is necessary to have the one to whom you send sms and certain degree of trust in relations. My teacher of German after I to it have given an example one of the sent offers with a question, whether has made I in it an error asks: «As you think from this dialogue there can be a friendship?» I answer: «I do not know, but it would be desirable to hope».
(On April, 21st 2008)
Author: Viktoria